Well yes I have suffered for what about 16 years already. And you are right I do worry about every pain. I had spells of bad ocd that’s when my anxiety was low. Since covid I worry about every single thing I am trying to relay less on the forum and googling stuff but it’s hard. Something new comes up every day right now I feel bad guilt that I asked her to bring me food so I worry it’s my fault but obviously she could have been careful knowing she had a cold. I know I will worry for days I did when my wife had it..