Firstly, I apologize to several of the advanced members who I PMed and they were so kind and so compassionate to answer to me and tried to instill some reason in me. Needless to say, although I highly appreciate it, nothing helps once you are in the grip of some nasty neurological disease fear. I need to share what follows and whoever can help, I am grateful.
My eyelid twitch that started a month ago stopped by itself. Other twitches continue, mainly left leg, but also right hand, right leg, neck, and sometimes face, which is the worst to bear. It is almost my lip and nose area , if not twitching, constantly tingling or something, hard to put it in words. My fear is through the roof. I also feel something like internal vibrations, my right hand shakes a little, but it also hurts a lot, depending on the posture of the hand. That may be due to mechanical injury from several months ago, when I dropped something heavy on it.
I saw my GP/Internist doctor who has known me for almost 20 years (17 or 18), and , as I said in one of my earlier post, “politely dismissed me”. He did not give me a clinical neuro exam, saying it is not needed. He is a very good doctor, but now I am afraid , because he knows my history, that he dismissed me because I claim there is ALWAYS something wrong with me, and maybe he is just tired of me. So I sent him a message via portal, telling him that my other twitches continued, and whether he thinks I do need any tests or not; this morning I got a notification that he replied, but now I am scared to open and read.
I had brain MRI and EMG on both of my arms exactly 2 years ago, and that neurologist diagnosed me with bi-lateral carpal tunnel syndrome. I have actually had it for years on and off, and this EMG & Nerve study just confirmed it.
But I am still petrified. I cannot stop thinking about twitches, and I also have these jerking movements now , when I am falling asleep. I check if I have weakness, but I am not young, so obviously I cannot do everything - I can walk on my toes, on my heels, pick up stuff with both hands normally, even only with my index and thumb only. But, I have problems jumping UP the stairs.
If you can give me courage to at least open my doctor’s message. Thank you for reading, and it is a blessing, but also a privilege, being able to post on this Forum.