This may sound dramatic but I feel so down because of my health issues at the moment. I’ve posted before about my internal piles, which don’t seem to stop bleeding, I’m convinced I’ve got bowel cancer. My GP
wants to give the suppositories another go, before we go down the route of a flexible sigmoidoscopy. I already think it’s pointless and I’m dying of bowel cancer.

I’ve just had a bowel movement and there was quite a lot of blood. I’m petrified.

I’ve hurt my back now as well just to add to my woes and I have my annual mammogram on Monday to check my breast cancer hasn’t come back. I feel like just giving up.

I can’t face being diagnosed with cancer again. I feel so up against it at the moment.