its my fifth day back on medication and the side effects are finally statring to subside. woke this morning without disturbing vision. the impending doom feeling has gone and all i seem to be left with is a mild feeling of being spaced. thank god for your site. thanku to everyone who listened and replyed to my last few posts when i felt that i was in complete and utter terror and didnt know what to do. i can finally see that things are going to be ok. its very hard to see past the feelings when u r experiencing them so once again thanku everyone this is a fantastic site!!! i cannot explain the feelings of relief i now have when i look at my children and they look normla and real to me again. to be able to go and pick my son up from school without wanting to be sick with panic. i know its still a long road ahead but ive been here before and i know i can do it again. so once again thanku all xxxx
beth xx