Small purple thread like veins on breast please help

[pulisa]

No :( it just seems so real to me. I feel like I'm walking around with cancer, it's horrific.
I saw my friend today and I showed her again and she said it looked fine and that she wouldn't even go to the doctors about that personally, she said it's just veins and stuff. I don't mind the veins it's just the veins sit inside a pinker patch of skin, I'm not sure if it's just caused by the stretching and deflating of my breast as I've had kids, it is very slightly on the other but not quite as much. If I look in the mirror it looks like a pinker patch rather than the same colour as rest of skin, but when I look close I can see the tiny red and purple veins.

You "feel" like you are walking around with cancer..That's so different from being told that you are.

However at this point I'm just enabling you to continue your established pattern of posting on here and I don't want to do that.

[BlueIris]

The time has come to show a little self-awareness, Chlobo. It's probably incredibly awkward for your friend having you flash her every time you see her.

[Chlobo]

The time has come to show a little self-awareness, Chlobo. It's probably incredibly awkward for your friend having you flash her every time you see her.

Ahh she doesn't really mind, I have known her since I was 7 years old so a long time, she's tried to show me hers to reassure me but it doesn't really.

I'm just so worried the doctors didn't see anything clear enough. Or they just brushed me off some way. :(

[Chlobo]

You "feel" like you are walking around with cancer..That's so different from being told that you are.

However at this point I'm just enabling you to continue your established pattern of posting on here and I don't want to do that.

I'm just worried the doctors missed something.

[pulisa]

I'm just worried the doctors missed something.

You can go on saying and thinking this or you can engage with therapy to treat your HA.

[Carys]

You should go back and read some of your threads going back years - I just have. I'm referring particularly to the ones where they became long threads, with lots of replies from members. They are so similar to this very thread, the same comments that you make 'I can't cope', 'I'm about to die', 'the doctors have missed something', 'I just can't let this go'. This situation you are in now isn't unusual Chlobo, its a repetition of many years of the same - so surely you can look back and see how flawed your thoughts have been and how wrong you have been so many times ? The same 'advice' has been repeated over and over by so many people, in so many different ways. You can see from all the years of reassurance that it DOES NOT WORK. I've said it before and say it again - until YOU decide you are going to do something about this nothing will change.

[nomorepanic]

I will post these links once again in hope they are read:

https://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showth...Health-Anxiety


https://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/articles/healthanxiety


http://cbt4panic.org/

[Chlobo]

I will post these links once again in hope they are read:

https://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showth...Health-Anxiety


https://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/articles/healthanxiety


http://cbt4panic.org/

I will read them, thank you

[Chlobo]

You should go back and read some of your threads going back years - I just have. I'm referring particularly to the ones where they became long threads, with lots of replies from members. They are so similar to this very thread, the same comments that you make 'I can't cope', 'I'm about to die', 'the doctors have missed something', 'I just can't let this go'. This situation you are in now isn't unusual Chlobo, its a repetition of many years of the same - so surely you can look back and see how flawed your thoughts have been and how wrong you have been so many times ? The same 'advice' has been repeated over and over by so many people, in so many different ways. You can see from all the years of reassurance that it DOES NOT WORK. I've said it before and say it again - until YOU decide you are going to do something about this nothing will change.

I have re read a lot of my threads and I can see the pattern. But I always think 'but this time it's real' I've booked an appointment with a breast specialist for Monday. It's going to cost me a lot but at this moment I can't deal with the fear surrounding my breast

[BlueIris]

What makes you think you'll believe them, though?