So for the past couple of months I’ve experienced rectal bleeding when passing a bowel motion.

I saw my GP and she diagnosed internal piles and a possible tear. I was sent away with some suppositories and stool softener.

However the bleeding continues, particularly when I’m dehydrated and have eaten less fibre.

I’m fortunate enough to have private health insurance and spoke to a nurse today, she’s recommended a referral to a colorectal surgeon. Now I’m panic stricken, I’m so concerned about bowel cancer and I’m sure I’ve got cancer. I don’t know if I’m brave enough to go through with the referral.

I had breast cancer 10 years ago and I cannot face another cancer diagnosis and treatment.