What is left for me to try?? SSRIs make me suicidal and Trazadone made me not functio

[emmabombemma]

I am struggling and need medication but every SSRI I have tried (sertraline, prozac and citraloropram) make me incredibly unwell. I know it is meant to be tough for a few weeks but this went beyond tough I wanted to kill myself and even contemplated it very calmly one day.

I was tried on Trazadone but I would not wake in the night if my son cried....it knocked me totally out and the next day I would be unable to function at work as I was a total space cadet.

I am really worried there is nothing out there for me to try

[BlueIris]

It may be worth trying tricyclics - I had a lot of luck on lofepramine when I was younger.

[emmabombemma]

Thank you for the quick reply I have a phone call with GP this afternoon so will mention tricylics as not heard of them thank you