Originally Posted by
WorryRaptor
Chlobo, you really need to stop self testing. You could actually do harm and cause an infection.
That's anxiety talking. The world is full of what ifs, and dwelling on them doesn't make them any more real.
I know that right now it feels impossible to take your focus off what you're feeling and what you think it could be, but you really need to try. Us reassuring you about perceived sensations isn't going to help, and you're only feeding the anxiety by asking for it again and again.