What you want in order to feel 'safe' you cannot have. 100% certainty exists ONLY when it comes to death. Death has a 100% success rate. Nobody can ever give you a 100% guarantee with your health but they can give you confidence in their diagnosis. The ONLY way you will get out of this is to face what you fear, then accept your own mortality and allow people like Deborah James to show you how you can live amazingly - even when you are dying.
Bravo again Norah !!!