Agreed. This is very concerning, contact someone as a matter of urgency as when you get to self testing that it causing personal injury then intervention is needed.
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Agreed. This is very concerning, contact someone as a matter of urgency as when you get to self testing that it causing personal injury then intervention is needed.
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I'll tell my therapist this week what I've done. It was a moment of pure panic, I'm paying the price for it now though.
I've made my mum touch my back and legs and I can feel it.
I don't know what's going on with me I really don't, I feel like I'm losing my mind sometimes
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I've gently ran my fingers down my back and I can feel it, and my legs. It was just certain area on my bum I couldn't feel as much when pinched. Maybe it isn't a sensitive area, as it's just a lot of skin and muscle. It scared me into thinking I had a spinal tumour or something.
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...and if you have another moment like this, of irrational pure panic ?It was a moment of pure panic
(Straight on from the eyes to now a spinal tumour.)
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I don't know what I would do, clearly I'm capable of hurting myself physically, I feel almost embarrassed at my actions. It had been brewing for a couple of days as I have had some tingling on and off in my left hand which was worrying me.Originally Posted by Carys
I honestly just lost it, I'm still worried now. I feel hopeless right now.
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Stop crying for tea and sympathy and actually do something to help yourself. Call a crisis line and tell them your HA caused you to harm yourself.
Nobody cares about the latest focus of your anxiety, it's just window dressing for the horrible disease you DO have.
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I've called them before and they do nothing.
A woman called me and spoke to me for about 20 mins asking if I was suicidal, Then said I need to see the GP again.
It's ruined my day, I didn't even dare bounce and play with my children because I was too scared. I ended up frozen to my seat for an hour while they played. I shouldn't of pinched my skin to self test, it was a stupid thing to do, I knew it would throw me into panic.
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It was a stupid thing to do because you hurt yourself.
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I'm super stressed at the moment, my friend is waiting for her MRI results, she had the scan about a week ago and we haven't heard anything back yet. They said it could be up to two weeks. I'm projecting her physical issues into myself and having catastrophic thoughts about my own health.
Numbness, tingling, weak feelings. I've had all of this since the last week. I just don't know how to calm down. It's constant and everyday.
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Don't care. Deal with your self-harming behaviours.
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