Originally Posted by
Allochka
Oh my, you describing me after giving birth... I was hypochondriac before that, but it was never that bad. But postpartum anxiety hit me hard. A lot is talked about postpartum depression (and rightfully so), but unfortunately not about anxiety.
I my case I worried about daughter mostly. In the end SSRIs helped tremendously and I am now doing much better.
So, first of all, you DO NOT have cancer, you have hemorroids. And MRI is not used for anal cancer checks. You'd need colonoscopy, a way more invasive procedure, and totally unnecessary in your case.
Second - please get help with anxiety, otherwise it could spoil a wonderful motherhood. Hugs to you, I understand, I really do, and I regret those days so much! I regret I didn't start on SSRIs sooner.
Third - as all other poster already mentioned, reassurance won't help for long. We know that from experience. Moreover, succumbing to reassurance seeking only helps fuelling further health anxiety.As some people say - we should make a leap of faith, skip reassurance and believe that we are fine health-wise. Unfortunately anxiety will get stronger at the start, but then will inevitably decrease.
Third - anxiety WILL get better, with therapy, or SSRIs, or simply self-help and hormones getting in order. You will make it, dear, it will be all right!
Hugs,
Alla