My panic attacks only seem to happen at the worst times, like when I'm socializing, out with family or a friend or at an occasion when I should be happy. Holidays or sleeping over at friends houses are the worst, I always have a panic attack when at a different location where I'm supposed to be relaxing. I can't be anywhere rural or far from a hospital or I freak out. Even when I'm just relaxing and doing a hobby I like I'll get an attack with chest pain and freak out and feel like I need to get to the hospital. It's like the more I try to suppress my anxiety the worse it gets. Anyone else experience this?