ALS Fear

[nomorepanic]

Hi

This is just a courtesy reply to let you know that your thread was merged with another of your threads.

Please when posting on similar topics add it onto your previous post rather than starting a new one.

It is nothing personal it is just to make it easier for people to follow your story and to give you advice as a whole.

[4bready]

Maybe go back to your other posts about the same thing you've made over the years and read the comments you've already had that you didn't respond to.

Will do. Thank you

[4bready]

I appreciate everyone that has taken the time to post in the past and I apologize for not responding. I think I get very triggered with neurological stuff. My dad died 10 years ago from a terrible neuron disease (not ALS) but similar so I think that sits in my mind. My wife had cancer 4 years ago at 37 and thankfully is doing well now. I am starting some EMDR work for some trauma stuff. I think I just lose cognitive discipline when I go into a neurological/cancer issue rabbit hole.

Right now certain words in a sentence come out sounding odd and my mouth strains (-ed endings, -sly endings) they feel and sound to me that I am struggling to say them and my mouth is straining so I then go down that damn rabbit hole.

No excuse for my past, and everyone has tough moments in their past, but its part of my struggle. Hopefully I can make progress. Thank you to everyone