Not okay right now

[Carnation]

That's beautiful BlueIris. You definitely have a talent!

[Scissel]

I really like that. Good to create things and see the result.

[glassgirlw]

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Just finished this now. Feeling washed out but so happy with how it came out, especially as I improvised the design.

Oh my, that is stunning!!! I love the colors you chose. Those have to be some ridiculously tiny beads, so hard to work with!! Hats off to you, you have a wonderful talent!!

[Catkins]

That's beautiful BI!

[BlueIris]

Thanks all!

Glassgirl, green and gold is one of my favourite colour combinations.

Got some ideas for a new piece to start work on today, as well. I swear sometimes I prefer beads to (most) people.

[pulisa]

You are very talented and how satisfying to be able to create something which gives you and others so much pleasure.

I bet beading therapy does you more good than any other form of self-care? It's such a relief to actually find a distraction to quell the intrusive thoughts, isn't it?

[BlueIris]

It is. Sometimes I struggle to find the energy, but it's such a buzz when it works.

[Scass]

That’s so pretty BI!


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[BlueIris]

Just been hit by my first panic attack in a very long time. My heart's racing, I feel sick and I can't quite catch my breath. Harmless in and of itself, of course, but the thought of going back into work tomorrow not knowing whether I'll be ostracized is making my skin want to crawl off my body.

[Scass]

That panic attack didn’t have the strength to hang around because of the way you handled it. You knew what it was and let it run it’s course, it doesn’t have power over you. Neither do the people you work with, or the people I work with. The only thing I can recommend is to treat them how you’d like to be treated. I’m sure you tend to do that already, but I sometimes withdraw and get quiet and unhappy, which does me no favours. However, sometimes putting on a good work persona is exhausting.


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