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    Hello! It’s been a while since I posted on this forum, I would really appreciate it if anyone could help me out and give me some advice… I have made a few posts last year or so about my colon cancer fears, so I am going to sum it up (this is a little TMI, fair warning sorry!!)


    I am 23f, (114 lbs, 5 ft 2) and was pretty healthy before covid (I am a long hauler), no problems prior and no history of anything bad. September 2020 I caught covid and ever since then I’ve had a ton of BM issues, this included:



    • Year long on and off constipation (never constipated before this)
    • LOTS of mucus
    • Maybe blood once…
    • Oily stools and new food intolerances
    • Bloating



    Then my body flip flopped last month and now:



    • urge to go right when I wake up
    • very gassy
    • undigested food
    • loose stools
    • lots of mucus
    • Decrease in appetite
    • going 2-3 times a day (i know this is normal but for a year I sometimes couldn't even go once a day)





    Ive been avoiding the doctor about it because for once I wanted to not freak out about a health matter, I finally broke down around Christmas and saw a doctor and she scheduled me for a colonoscopy in late February.


    the thing is, I am pretty much over the colon cancer worries, rationally I know all of this started due to long haul, but I have SO MUCH fear with this procedure, I want to list them to get them off my chest:



    • I have never been put to sleep before, what if I don't wake up? what if I can feel everything while I am under but cant say anything?




    • What if I am allergic to the sedation? what if I stop breathing?




    • What if they find a polyp or a pre cancerous polyp? Is that going to cause a life time of colonoscopies?



    My two worries are the sedation and them finding polyps, I just want to wake up and be told I am perfectly fine, and I cant stop thinking about the scenarios where that doesn’t happen.


    This has really effected my life for the past year or so, the only comfort I have right now is knowing my FIT test came back negative. I hate that its come down to a colonoscopy. My doctor didn't seem concerned, she was very comforting, I feel bad because I know I am probably going to start sobbing when I see her for the procedure.


    If anyone has any helpful advice or could share their experience I would really appreciate it <3

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    Re: Upcoming colonoscopy, very scared, advice appreciated

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    Why do you have to be put to sleep?
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    Re: Upcoming colonoscopy, very scared, advice appreciated

    Hi, It’s pretty common to use anesthesia for a colonoscopy in the US. I don’t really have a choice with that.

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    My experience having done this twice due to age and Dr. recommendations (every 5 years from age 50 and being a cancer survivor), is that the worst part is the prep. Just stay close to the bathroom and have a good book

    As far as the procedure? They gave me something to relax me when I got there and then a bigger dose during the procedure. I definitely was out as I only recall being brought back to recovery. I was loopy for sure but heck, its the good stuff so

    Its really not as bad as most make it out to be. Not a party mind you but eh... Besides, all the symptoms you posted are right in line with anxiety (and often diet) related stomach/bowel issues.

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    Re: Upcoming colonoscopy, very scared, advice appreciated

    Hello, thank you for your response I really appreciate it <3 I’m so sorry to hear you had cancer but I’m glad you’re alright now!!

    I’ll keep all of this in mind and try not to worry, thank you so much again :”)

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    Re: Upcoming colonoscopy, very scared, advice appreciated

    Quote Originally Posted by Airisto View Post
    Hi, It’s pretty common to use anesthesia for a colonoscopy in the US. I don’t really have a choice with that.
    Wow really. That just adds even more risks surely?
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    Re: Upcoming colonoscopy, very scared, advice appreciated

    I sure hope not, I know plenty of people who’ve had procedures at this place and came out okay. It’s a twilight sedation, not full on anesthesia.

    But as someone who’s never been under before it’s really hard to not worry about it. :/

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    Re: Upcoming colonoscopy, very scared, advice appreciated

    Quote Originally Posted by Airisto View Post
    It’s a twilight sedation, not full on anesthesia.
    That's just it... A REALLY good buzz Just don't end up on Youtube! ~lol~

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    Re: Upcoming colonoscopy, very scared, advice appreciated

    I agree, its not that bad. Of course I worry but this will be the 4th time I will do it and hopefully will all be ok but the first 3 times was fine and its just a really good sleep

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