For the last 6 weeks consistently, I've had random aches in my chest. Like a pinprick, almost itchy sensation. It comes and goes. Sometimes it's in the left arm, sometimes left armpit. It's a worrying ache but I wouldn't say it's painful. Painkillers aren't needed.
It's stayed pretty consistent, has never really got worse.
Even though I haven't done anything strenuous, it's probably muscle related. Sleeping in a funny position, hunched over my laptop all day for work, who knows.
But it's enough to put the worry of a heart attack in my head.
Added onto that worry, I see people having heart attacks on the news. A few more today and a few unexplained ones in young people. I'm not antivax, I'm triple jabbed, but my stupid brain says "what if its caused a problem, and these pains are the start"?
I've been to the doctor countless times over the last 18 months with various things, all put down to anxiety. I had an ECG 6 months ago purely out of anxiety. It was all fine.
I'm due to start CBT in a few weeks. I really feel embarrassed to go back to the doctor about this chest aches because I know he'll say anxiety again. But then if I don't go, I'll feel anxious that it could be something bad this time.
Does anyone have any tips for not reacting to every little body ache, or to stop worrying that there's a ticking time bomb inside yourself just waiting to go off? I hear of people with high blood pressure or cholesterol who didn't know it. That could be me. Who knows? How do you get to a place of comfort not knowing?
Thanks