Re: Keep checking breast, how to break to cycle
Originally Posted by
WorriedOlive
I just can’t work out how you’re suppose to tell normal bits of structure underneath and lumps that shouldn’t be there.
No, but your GP can..
The area this bit is in was felt by the GP 3 weeks ago and I was told she couldn’t feel any lumps, so I really don’t fancy going back to ask her to check again.
There you go. Your GP couldn't feel anything but you have health anxiety and so you're not reassured. Or you might have been reassured for a few hours that day only for the fear to sucker punch you again the moment you checked yourself, right?
The last thing I need is being sent for a referral just because I keep nagging the GP
If an examination doesn't reassure you then a referral is your only other option. The problem being that it will add to your anxiety and from the second you hear your GP say that she's referring you. Your brain knows it's because this is the only option left to reassure you but your HA mind will twist this around nicely to 'she's felt the lump, that's why she's referring me. I'm a gonna'.
At the moment my checking is obsessive, I’ve felt around the area so much it’s really hurting and slightly bruised. I’m not sure how to stop this ‘I’ll just check one more time’ mentality.
This is the problem with constant checking. You've prodded yourself that much that you're now sore and bruising suggests you're giving yourself a fair old prodding too. Your HA mind will use that because now you have pain too. What if it isn't from me poking myself. What if the pain was there already? Somebody on another thread said. "Anxiety is a strange beast" and I couldn't agree more!
What would it take to reassure you that you're ok?
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