yes I agree, the waiting is horrendous!
I’m scared that my anxiety and the need for closure will force me to play things down tomorrow, just to get this finished. But in reality, I know I need to mention the changes and concerns I’ve noticed, but I’m scared that’ll mean more tests and more waiting (therefore more fear and anxiety)
I’m so scared, it’s unreal.
I know my scans were clear in April, but surely there is a reason for not being discharged and needing reviews. Plus I’ve noticed some subtle changes in that time.
I have a holiday abroad in 6 weeks and I’m really hoping this one will be a relaxed, stress free one!!