I just need some support I guess. Im a wreck.
My husband is a 34 year old pretty healthy guy. If you look at my post history.. He had a vasectomy in August 2021 and has had complications from it. Its known as Post Vasectomy Pain Syndrome. It's been scary, and most doctors dismiss him. He had terrible groin pain from it and now it has spread to his back. Ive talked to other people about it who suffer from the same condition and back pain is known to be from this...
But now- hes been sick on top of all of this. A horrible eczema break out, fatigue, weight loss, diarrhea, stomach pain, and depression. The last few days his GI track has been so messed up. Today he told me he is worried he has cancer, and made a doctors appointment. Of course I am FREAKING out, any HA sufferer knows how those words can send you into a spiral.
-He has been under a huge amount of stress lately. And there are lots of viruses going around. I am trying to stay rational, but any type of illness on top of his chronic pain just sends me over the edge with what ifs. We have four little kids and the thought of being a single mom haunts me everyday.
-I will also add that in 2016 I wrote a similar post on Anxietyzone about my mom and all her symptoms and she died a few months later from cancer. So as you can see I have PTSD, and I am scared.
I am trying to keep it together.. but it is so hard.