Re: Health Anxiety Creeping Back
Originally Posted by
Anglo
I had health anxiety for around a year, it came out of nowhere and I was finally able to beat it (mostly) after therapy and after going through some workbooks.
It fascinates me when people say this because I've yet to hear from somebody with HA where there wasn't an obvious trigger. It's generally the case that there's been an illness with them or somebody close to them, a death, or it's in connection to childbirth or becoming a parent. Health anxiety doesn't come out of nowhere and it can be helpful to understand what the trigger is..
On my dad's side, all the males have ended up with heart problems (with my dad being the closest relation)
so I've always been worried it'd come and get me someday.
Another cause of HA; genetic diseases (it was ovarian cancer with me - closest relation being my mother)
I've always been aware and conscious of my heart but I've never let it get the better of me. Well these past couple of days I've been really anxious about my chest and heart and I'm hoping it's just the health anxiety creeping back and not something more serious.
Given your family history, it's common sense to get chest pain checked out but a lot of people don't understand that the majority of people who present with chest pain in A&E are diagnosed as non-cardiac - as in anxiety. Heart symptoms and sensations go hand in hand with anxiety because it's the normal part of the stress response (fight or flight) where your heart is designed to speed up in order to get blood pumped round the body faster (for speed etc). I've been to A&E twice with chest pain and with a heart rate of over 145 bpm (and sustained for several hours) and it was anxiety on one occasion and a combo of a reaction to MSG and anxiety on the other..
I've tried getting my heartbeat up by exercising too to see if the pain increases or starts up but it doesn't, so that tells me it's not a heart problem also.
The rationality is there, it's just that fear overrides it..
Even though I have these logical processes going around my head, I still can't shake the anxiety and the feeling like all of a sudden I
do have a heart problem and suddenly it's gotten serious.
My guess (going by own experience) is that the physical symptoms of fight or flight are constantly causing you to doubt what's rational. My heart would bang away like an old barn door, skip, jump, and do all sorts - and it's hard to think rationally when this happens - but my heart is fine..
Your heart is doing a fabulous job; it's just that you're misunderstanding the situation. When we think scary thoughts we trigger the fight or flight response. The heart responds as it should do, but this feels wrong because we haven't just had a near miss in the car, or almost been knocked down by a bus etc. We expect our hearts to race, skip and bang in these situations, right? But we're literally just sitting here and our hearts are going nuts!! Your body is trying to protect you from harm but your brain doesn't know the difference between fear because of actual danger or what's simply imagined; it reacts the same way.
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