Husband had positive bowel screening test, and I'm losing it.
Lying on the sofa trying not to puke right now. I have the best husband in the world, I don't know what I'd do without him and I feel like the most useless piece of crap because I want to be strong and I don't know if I can.
I feel as though it would be better if I died so he didn't have to deal with my crap. Sorry for making it sound all about me, I just want to be the normal, supportive wife he deserves.
I'm so sorry.
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