On the final day of yet another eventful year of mixed fortunes, I've been harking back to several occasions throughout the year where I've had sudden reminders of certain times in my past that generally weren't really that good overall, but at the same time I kind of regret leaving behind and not really making the most of them of them at the time that I probably could have done.
For example, one of my favourite books from 1993 titled 'The Camcorder User's Video Handbook' (already covered in another thread of mine titled 'Books And Nostalgia') has several photographic images that were most likely shot during 1992-93, and are a great time capsule that visually transport me back to what are now retrospectively perceived as simpler and more carefree times, even though certain aspects of my life could be absolute hell on earth back then, plus life in 90s Britain (and decades prior) as a whole certainly wasn't as ticketty-boo as a lot often like to remember.
Even certain aspects of my final academic year at school, which was also in 1992-93, time has somehow ironically been kinder to, even though I mostly hated it at the time, and would hate the thought of being there now too.
But just seeing photographic images of everyday stuff in that aforementioned book that I considered to be mostly mundane at the time, such as the main pedestrianised thoroughfare of a town centre complete with 'proper' shops that actually meant something to the majority of the population; many of whose brands nowadays are either only just a memory or at least a pale shadow of their former selves.
It just seems like nearly everything these days is in limbo and popular culture in general seems rather stale and virtually devoid of originality, plus many of us seem to be stuck in some kind of cynicism trap.
Hardly surprising many people (including myself) seem to lack motivation and enthusiasm.