Alright, you are right, reassurance seeking is only gonna make my problems worse. A funny thing happened today, i was throwing cut boxes in the trash and i felt something on my finger, it started to bleed and it seemed like it got cut. Of course my mind went straight to what if there was a bat there. This sucks really and yes it is seriously the time to fight back against this, I cant let it control me for the rest of my life.

Again thank you for everything and thank you for providing everything with details. Thanks