I think this forum doesn't help. A lot of s**t that I am now afraid of and wasn't before, I've seen here. I don't visit ALS forums, but then you read here that people read on those forums that slow onset is possible, you read about deviated uvula which I didn't know what is and it triggers anxiety again.
I'll try to quit everything, even coming here, as I am not sure what else to do. Being this afraid every day is no way to live a life when I am going to die eventually.