there are some things i see improvement on but the bodily sensations that dont feel right to me still kind of freak me out. my left arm feels not numb, but i feel like ive lost some sensation and it kinda feels heavy and hard to control, for lack of a better way to explain it,,, my left leg kinda feels like whenever i move it, it feels like it moves pretty hard and i fear kicking someone. my right arm feels mostly normal, same with my right leg... i guess i just feel kind of guilty for this kicking in around christmastime, i dont know what parts are just anxiety or what parts are real, it feels like im losing control sorta of my left side, even though i can still move things just fine. ive been feeling these sensations for a while, since mid november. i dont know if its because of me going off my meds, i keep thinking it cant be since its been almost a month since i stopped taking them cold turkey, which i know sound ridiculous but my symptoms were beginning to show even when i started taking them again, even showing weird and scary ones like involunary head rolling. i feel like the meds (i was taking lamictal) made me this way and its gonna be like this forever....according to the anxious part of my brain...