I'm so fed up with myself. Yesterday, I touched my belly. I ended up palpating it very hard in search of tumors. Today it's very sore and hurts after this session. Of course, while touching it, I found some harder parts, some irregularities and I couldn't stop. I felt I had to check it all thousands of times. And of course, now I am afraid if these parts were tumors. Logically I know that these could be some tendons or whatever, especially that I have them in couple of places on my stomach.But I can't stop touching it, checking, comparing to other harder parts I can find. What do I do now? I really try to avoid trips to the doctors, as after leaving the office I already have another lethal ilness to be afraid of :(