I’m really scared I have a brain tumour. My symptoms are:

Headaches for the last 6 weeks, started intermittently then was a tension headache and now for the last ten days I’ve had pains in the back of my head.

Dizziness - I feel like I’m ‘out of it’ and want to sit down and sometimes I don’t feel like I’m in the real world

Pins and needles - I’ve had these all over since the end of December

Nausea most mornings and sometimes in the daytime

Waking up with a dead arm most mornings

Theres just no way that anxiety can cause all of these symptoms. I’ve booked an eye test for this afternoon even though I only had one about 6 months ago and also want to book a private mri but I’ve never been so sure that this time I’m right. It’s Mothers Day and I can’t face my own children today as I don’t want to think about how I’m going have to say goodbye to them. I’m wondering whether to go A & E as I’m ready just kill myself because it would be easier than having to go through the pain of seeing their faces when I tell them I’m dying. Would A&E give me a scan if I’m suicidal? I’m having so many thoughts. Or should I ring the crisis team? I don’t even know what to do anymore. I don’t want to go through this pain.