Hello
2 weeks ago I was in the Netherlands for work, we were taken out for a meal and some drinks one evening. The next morning after little sleep I woke up with a fast heart beat. I had a huge panic attack and threw up. I managed to calm down about 20 mins later but felt like poop all day.
Fast forward to last weekend I had a poor night’s sleep as all I could feel was my hear beating in my chest and in my ear on the pillow. The next morning we flew to Edinburgh with friends and I had a massive panic attack in the airport. My heart rate went to 155bpm sat still. I spent the rest of the day on my Apple Watch checking my heart rate and I had a crap nights sleep the next night too.
Since then, I’ve been feeling my heart beat in my chest and in my ear when I lie down. Also I can see it in my stomach too as my belly wobbles. I’ve woke up a few times in the night feeling a bit panicky too.
My resting heart rate is around 60bpm.
I’ve now sold my Apple Watch as it was just causing me anxiety. Also I’m trying to avoid going to see the doctor as I’m trying to break the cycle.
Do you all think it’s anxiety rearing its ugly head again?
Thanks for reading