I had a colonoscopy done today , and was really nervous about results . My symptoms were constipation. Doctor said after procedure , that I had hemroids and he took some biopsies . He said he is testing for colitis . I asked him if he was worried and he said not at all . I am now thinking he just said this because he knew I was so anxious . I have 3 weeks to wait before I go back for results . I don’t know how I’m going to get through the next 3 weeks , I have to work and I have 2 daughters , it’s exhausting putting on a brave face . My health anxiety got really bad after my brother passed away with cancer 4 years ago . I’m trying to think positive but the voice in my head keeps saying this is it this time .