Why am I still here?

[flatterycat]

Hi Mrschurchill - I’ve followed your posts on here and Harg and know you’ve done so well. I can relate to every thing you’ve said. I’m on school holidays now and my HA is high. Despite knowing it always spirals during hols, I can never accept it. I agree with what another poster said - for me I think I will always have it but hopefully will be able to manage it. I still hope for that magic moment when I say f&@k it, and no longer care!!! 😂

[Mrschurchill]

Ahh Flatterycat how are you!

I have decided on the medicinal route for now as just wasn't coping. Also start therapy on the 24th June so I am hoping I am finally going to beat this as just can't manage doing it alone!

[Murphy93]

Hi Mrs churchill , i totally get you . im still over 6 years here with the same fear tht brought me here . its crazy when i can put my sensible hat on (which is rare )!!

i finally got help from docs but to be honest side effects from ssri was too much for me . now waiting on appointment with a counsellor

It’s a miserable existence for me at the moment

[Sirwence]

I know im very late with the reply but I've been around the bend and I am sadly back again as well- even using "Doc Google" to make sure i feel even worse, I wish you all the best!

[Mrschurchill]

Oh yes I’ve reverted back to Doctor Google (that wee dick!).

I have these weird rational moments where I am like ‘oh COURSE I am fine!’ Then an hour later I can be on stomach knots with the dread!