Im leaving with no introduction (here's why)
Hi all.
I think many of you know me because of some talks in public chat. I loved how some of you remembered my name and my age or something about me, since i wasnt here that much time. But some still recognized my nick when I logged in.
I think it's nice to see ppl rem you and Ive talked to many 1s, tryin to help since i defeated anxiety and panic totally and now im a new person. I think panic helped me to understand what is necessary in life and what is not. It made me understand that you shouldnt care that much what people might think about you (since you ll always be wrong in someone's eyes, necessarly) and that sometimes what you feel or see it might be not so real as it seems to be.
On the other hand, it made me realize what is nice in life: being honest to people, helpful and always joyful whatever happens, believin in friendship and love.
I had found some nice ppl in chat, some became good friends to talk to, some (just one) had become something more. For me at least.
The first one, suddenly, deleted my account on msn for no apparent reason. Then ignored me on nmp chat and pm message (when i asked what i did wrong to deserve her ignoration); i tried to ask on public chat too but no response. I still dont know why, but now maybe i have a clue.
Second Case: a very special person i decided to meet (maybe may or june). Went along great with her and were goin to talk to her on the phone or via the web. We both talked bout our lives with no secrets at all. Then SILENCE again. But 'luckily' this time i had a response: that i should leave her alone cause she heard how I HARASS WOMEN ON THE WEB.
Im still shocked, what did I do? Harass women on nmp chat?
If i ever did please write clearly what i said there. If someone wants to talk bs on me pls discuss it with me here.
IVE NEVER CAME HERE TO HARASS WOMEN. Would have been good if i met one and I did, but someone's jealousy destroyed it all.
Are you (the unknown one/s) perhaps jealous that some asks... r u really italian? or says italian lovers are nice or fascinating. Someones jokes bout me being a stallion or smth.
Im no stallion or charmer or anything. I hope u just consider me for what i am for real and stop sayin stuff when im not there on nmp.
Poor you. The one (s) who said unpleasant stuff about me, I mean. But maybe u achieved what u really wanted.
I think you can guess what it is.
Addio,
Luca
I hope you get sorted out whatever has happened and dont leave the site 
xxx
DONT WORRY BE HAPPY
