Hi all,
This may sound very odd, but I suffer from panic disorder, and since the panic attacks have returned, I have noticed that I usually need to use the toilet (poo), and that the needing a poo usually starts before the initial feelings of panic. I have no idea why this always seems to occur - as I never made the connection until they returned over a year ago. Sometimes going to the loo stops the panic progressing.
I had my first BIG panic attack in a few months last night, as I usually manage to stop them before I am sick, by talking myself out of it or distracting myself. When I had the attack last night I started for some reason obsessively asking myself if I wanted to be with my current partner, which was very odd. I don't know why this happened, as once I had taken my medication and then again today I was thinking that it was a very silly and irrational thought. I wondered if it might be because we are in a fairly new relationship, five months, and I have never had an attack in front of him (i have felt them coming on in front of him before but have managed to alleviate the symptoms before it got bad). Also I had a major breakdown last year due to a split with my partner, and I wonder if this plays on my mind subconsciously when I felt bad last night.
Sorry for the long winded post, I was just wondering if anyone else gets the needing the loo thing, and how it might be connected?
Thanks x