I am having huge problems being around my sister at the moment, because of my illnesss and I don't want it to come between us, but if I have problems coping around her, should I push myself to be around her???
basically the problem started as we are both quite mediumistic, or are we.. I am not sure what is going on, but whereas my sister laps all that stuff up and 100% believes she can sense dead people, I used to believe it, but even if I could, I don't want to, but I think now it is probably part of an illness and being around her when she is so convinced and I am so not wanting anything to do with it makes it very difficult for me as I imagine that all these spirits are going to follow me home and I don't want that as you can imagine
I have to take her to a job interview today and I am so stressed already I feel ill, I get so mad when I have to face up to situations I don't want to face, yet how can I let this irrational fear of mine come between us... I will have to take her, but I just want to be a million miles away from her
it is getting so bad I don't want to go out and mix with people anymore, but my poor sister, this is so distressing for me not to want to be with someone I love and would give my life for