Hi Guys,
Was rather hoping to be posting this in the success stories but unfortunately not.
I have been doing great for months now. Came off the meds and everything. Felt the urge to finally book a hol abroad. Flew out last Saturday, felt little anxious but had diazepam on the plane and felt ok. Was chilled the whole week. Didn't feel at all panicky, that is until yesterday when we were due to fly back. I felt terrible!!!! I was sick, had the runs, trembling legs, racing mind. Had two diazepams which didn't seem to help. Was the longest wait till the coach came in the afternoon. Was petrified to get on the plane but knew I had to do it to get home. Felt terrible!! Longest 4 hours on a plane ever!!
Thought I would be ok once I got home, but no. Today I feel really panicky and anxious. So scared of going back to square one. I keep telling myself it's because of yesterday and that I need to rest and calm myself down but it's not working.
Has anybody else felt like this after coming bacl from abroad? Please tell me it's a minor blip and I am just tired.
Sorry to go on but I am scared of heading down that route again.
Emma xx