Hi all, for those of you who may remember I recently made a post entitled 'Terrified of testicular cancer' were I stated I was going (again) to see a doctor about a mild discomfort in my testicles I have had for a while now.
Well, I've been to see the doc and he said there was no sign of any cancers - you'd think I'd be happy right? Well sadly not - he has booked me in for a testicular ultrasound to get to the bottom of it and this has really kicked my anxiety into overdrive again.
Despite his assurances, im worried they are going to find something - I hate hospitals and medical tests aswell so im not looking forward to it. It will take a couple of weeks until my appointment so that isn't helping either.
Just feel crushed really, earlier on in the week I thought it was getting better, my back pain had gone too but it all came back - and I am still terrified of cancer