Sittin here 5am can t sleep feelin scared again why do i always feel as if i am on a planet of my own got blood tests back there ok and am still not convinced it makes me feel sick what is with me have nt took the dog out in 4 days apart from the back door starting to accept this is my way of life now have a phobia about taken medication had this for 14 years and a phobia about being ill i dont i feel so sad scared and alone my life is goin by so quick and all i do is worry please tell me am not the only one not had a good week hubby lost his mum the funeral on saturday so u can imagine how i feel can i have a hug i haven t been in the chatroom all week not been upto it