Re: The effects of coming of Citalopram
When I've reduced my dose in the past (whether clomipramine or citalopram) I noticed that I felt "edgier". After a while I seemed to get used to the increased edginess and not "interpret" it as anxiety. But there's no doubt that on lower doses, when I do get anxious it feels more intense.
I do think you have to be realistic about antidepressants. If they help you, then reducing the dose is always going to bring the possibility of increased anxiety. That may not be the case if your cirumstances have improved since you started taking them - i.e. if they've basically got you out of a rut. However, it's very easy if you've been on meds for a while to forget how you felt off them, and to deny that they've made any difference.
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