Thought of possibility that this post may not suit this section, LOL
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I would like to tell every one if you love someone don't be hard on , just give them excuses and hope they'll change for better someday somehow
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Sometimes you feel lonely
(And you are not)
Isolated
Or not belonging to your surroundings
(While every one loves you)
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You find someone you can relate to with feelings
starting to get along together very well
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Arguments pop-up for sure
misunderstandings are every where
questions are all over in the air
(how? why? Why? Why? What if ? who? When? Is it? Are you? Do you still…? Is there someone else ?! truth! Past? Present! Future?! Will it be? Would we survive?)
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you feel that EVEN the one you found is not really caring
and you have made a HUGE mistake thinking people can be good
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Satan comes the way along to assure your misconception
and you don't have anything but surrendering to the black thoughts
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all the world shuts right in front your face
everything becomes black
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simply you can't relate to the one's you love
you feel like a stranger at your home
not belonging to the arms holding you
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you feel confused
and hating whatever you've always loved
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YOU GIVE UP .!.
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and the thoughts lead you to hell
committing suicide
is a possible solution
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can't take it off your mind
no matter you tried to ..
no matter what friends say
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They remind you:
how precious you are ..
how beautiful god created you ..
how much you mean to them ..
how cool, funny, lovely you are..
how strong you look !
how powerful have you born
how many times you won
how people respect you
how you are in the the light spot
people look forward to you
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you run away
isolate your self
drown in pain
belittle who you are
fell off to another world
beyond reality
skipping the flow
.. hiding ..
giving up your social life
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Does that hurt ???
Yeah .. for sure it does
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It kills you.. You are in fact dieing slowly
And wonder if your hair will become white so soon (god forbid) ^_^
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No one will ever understand
So it’s ok you won’t blame “one” for not being the way you would like “one” to be!!
(you guess)
But sometimes you can’t help being MAD at the “one” ..
It is some current resenting circumstances..
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You hope that you and “one” will work it .. You’ll cope if you try to understand each other…
May “one” try to make You Understand much about “one” self and who “one” really are?! What’s “one” fears .. what pain is he going through
May “one” share with you whatever in “one’s” chest..
You would be happy and will love “one” more than any other one can be loved ..
From this moment I ask “one” to try and try to understand and make you understand more ..
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May “one” erase all the question marks related to ..
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May “one” throw his crutch and remember he is still young
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May “one” forget sorrow and pain ..
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May “one” make this Month “MAY” To be a brand new beginning
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May one knows that you are true .. and never will go … whatever happens .. you’ll be the “one” who “one” loved one day ..
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May one promise with all “one’s” heart .. that you’ll never be apart
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May every “one” reply’s this .. <3
With love AND CHEERS
written BY : SARAH - PanicSufferer