Hi guys...
THanks for this great forum. Am SO glad to have found it.
I've just posted on the medication threada regarding propranolol tablets so i hope it's ok to post here as well.
I'm at the end of my tether. For years I've battled with anxiety, depressions, anorexia, self-harm. about 5 years ago i was given a diagnosis of borderline personality disorder - some of the people I've worked with don't agree with the label but as the saying goes 'mud sticks!'.
4 weeks ago my father died suddenly and then 2 weeks later my cat was killed. I'm getting really frequent migraines (3 in 6 days the worst so far), I'm anxious all the time, dread the next thing going wrong, dread each migraine and vomiting (have SEVERE emetophobia), I'm due to have foot surgery on June 16th............i don't feel i can cope with it all . i feel spaced out a lot of the time, dont want to see people or talk to some people, i feel dizzy and tired all the time. I'm left to look after Mum - we've never realy got on that well so it is so stressful. when i look ahead all i see is blackness. i miss my father and my cat so much
I've just had enough. there's so much more i could write but i don't want to bore you. would so love to hear from anyone and am hoping i can be of support to people here as well.
thanks for listening....
Ellie
xx