Re: Harming others....Intrusive thoughts....
Hello,
I am sorry that I have not replied before this but I have been on holiday and wanted to say something about this. What you said in your first post about being scared that one day it will happen and being scared of losing control and sometimes feeling like if you do do something then it will stop these thoughts. I have had this down to a tee! When you say that you think it my be due to stress and anger pent up that is exactly how I feel, its truly awful and I am so sorry that you to have to go through this too! All of those on here that have replied actually. It is truly an awful cross to bear! I know it can feel that it will happen whether we want it to or not but I really think, after 5 years of suffering myself that it wont. Anxiety can make things way too much for us. I agree with what Bill says, I think the fear is the major thing in it.
I know just how hard it is, I have had so many bad thoughts but mine are mainly sexual ones now which make me feel even worse but I know that I wouldn't be going through all o this pain inside if they were true.
I hope you manage to handle these and live with them for what they are.
Take care xxx
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