Hiya all
Sorry if this is in the wrong forum btw, werent sure where to put it!!!!!!
I've just realised this minute that my eating has gone down hill again, which started when my anxiety and panic attacks did (11/09/2003). Today, well techniquly yesterday (Friday) all i ate was porridge, 2 chocolate bars, super noodles and a yogurt. That is frightnign for me as I should be eating more at my age, I'm 6 stone.[xx(]
On Friday I was nearly sick, i decided to put a few things away in my room when i started to heave, I wasn't ill but after that I started to feel sick, then at school I was dizzy, weak and light headed. Came home and had some super noodles, infact I couldn't eat anything after that because I was full, usually I would need to eat more then that!!!!
In a way I feel as though I'm torturing myself because of my lack of eating and I have a gut feeling that I won't live for long, maybe due to mal-nutrition. I can't see the doctors because I am shy to people and I have low confidence to do so, plus my mum is a nurse and she will find out. I want it to be sorted out so I can live healthly. But I think that main cause is my stomach is shrinking because I'm eating so less.
Thanks for reading, it just freaked me out just thinking of it and I had to tell someone!!!!
Scooter Girl AKA Jade