Hi
I just wanted to say that after 9 months of this horrid HA I honestly think i am starting to conquer it a bit. I honestly couldnt have managed without the wonderful support of ppl on these boards through my worst days(and hey there were many!!).
This week I bought 2 tickets to go and see Elton John in my home town last night.
I went----and hey it was fantastic. I honestly didnt give my HA a second thought and i danced and sang the night away.
There was a crowd of 20 thousand there-----usually i would have been panicking but i thought to myself just think positive and enjoy the show!! and i did!!
I have said(yet again to myself) that if i was ill with the things i have been worrying about that i wouldnt have been able to go there last night and jump/dance around!!
So i hope this gives someone else encouragement---you can get better but it does take time!!! and i am by no means better but feeling a bit more positive xx