first off, last night i did some heavy drinking til prolly 4a.m. which is not at all good for anxiety but at the same time i have bad social anxiety so it relieves me of that and helps when i go out...
so i stayed with a guy friend last night and practically slept all day and woke up around 3p.m.
still feeling a bit hungover and the longer i was up the more anxious i felt. i had to leave and my heart was racing as i was thinking about leaving...i guess i was just thinking about saying bye and what i was gonna say so i left and as i was driving in my hometown where a lot of people talk bad behind my back, i started feeling anxious. im so used to it that i thought it was bareable and would go away once i got home. well it didnt. it got way worse as i got on the interstate, i started getting a tingling in my hands and then in my legs. about 5 minutes later i was completely crippled. i could not move my fingers or toes and had to pull off on the side of the interstate. i've had some pretty intense panic attacks but never had anything happen like that. has anyone else had something like this happen to them? i thought i was crippled for life ..this is so frustrating. oh and does anyone take xanax? thats what im prescribed to for it but yeah i do drink with it.