Re: New member seeks advice and is struggling
Hiya Sunbeam, to nmp its lovely to have you here.
You will get lots of support/advice/reasurance and make some great friends along the way.
Im sorry you are feeling so down and lost at the moment and that you have all these negative feeling reguarding you relationship with what sounds like a wonderful man
Anxiety hun is an expert at makeing us see the negative in EVERYTHING, and depression can give us the false sense that NOTHING is worth while as everything fails anyway.
You were taking meds for a while, how long where you takeing then for?
some meds can make you feel worse before they help the situation,and if your doc was upping the dose a lot then your body was having to ajust all the time.
everyone is diff but some meds can take up to 8 wks to start having a good effect and can give you some nasty side effects along they way.
I think you doubts about your relation ship is your inabilaty to belive you are worthy of love due to your childhood. Have you ever tried CBT theropy as well as your counselling to help you get a grip of this thinking? it can be very effective with the negative thinking. Keep posting to us hun and we will help and asure you as much as we can
take care
kellie.xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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