Hello, i'm Helen and after probably nearly 30 years of having a fear of being sick, I finally admitted it to a friend today. I couldn't belive it when she didn't think I was insane!! I thought I was. I'm supposed to be going on holiday on Sunday but I've got to go on an aeroplane for 3 hours. I thought I was okay with it but then 2 days ago on my lunch break, I witnessed a young girl throwing up in the street. Since then I have just focussed on this and all I can see is that horrible sight. I feel like I'm going mad. I haven't had any sleep for 2 nights cos I wake up in a panic thinking about what I saw. I think that this will happen to me on the aeroplane. Sometimes I think I would rather die than for this to happen to me. Sorry, I know i'm rambling a bit but i'm very new to this, i've never been on a forum before. Has anyone got any ideas how I can erase this memory from my head?!