ok so i ask for hugs alot right?yes i moan alot to.i no there are people with worse problems than me.there are people who cant leave there houses,people who are so scared they just cry constantly (used to be one of those people) but you no what my problems might not be huge or life ruining but they are bloomin painful for me.i no you can never truly no how anouther person is feeling so when i sit here pouring my heart out its useless as no one can really understand what is going on in my head or heart.when i post my songs no one can ever say "i feel exactly like that" but even though its deeply embarressing and stupid im sad at the moment for like i just said a deeply ambarrasing and stupid reason.yes i no im young and this is all part of growing up but no one told me it was going to make me cry whenever i heard a song that i could even slightly relate to or that i was going to become this jelous,blubbering wreck who daydreams constantly.i dont no what to do.im stuck.and i cant even tell anyone what i even feel becuase im to scared of being laughed at and getting told to grow up and get over it.i find myself going over and over everything thats happend and wondering if its fate or just a huge coincidence.so here it is.im a messed up kid.and i need a hug and somone to tell me one day it will work out and ill be happy.even if it wont.