hello there, just read ur message and i just posted one myself, god sounds so familiar, shouldnt really be replying cos i feel as miserbale as u right now. am single two, have been for 3 years scicne my patner left me, have got 2 children 4 and 8. all my family moved to wales 2 years ago and i too feel utterly lonely and alone, and as u know there is a difference between the two! have got freidns but its not the same as a cuddle, someone just to take the responsibilitie of ur shoulder a bit, someone to make u feel safe and secure. just ****** someone!!!!!!!!
but i live in hope, i spend my time reading trashy novels int he hope that one day soemone will see past my mentalness lol. and its true, this site helps, feel better now that i posted my manically depressing message, i suppose thats the point, i try to be negative but thats the point of this site isnt it. that we all undertsand how eachother feels. good luck , ur doing a brilliant job of bringign up two kids, i know how hard it is. my youngest is lying in my bed now, he should be in his own and im making a rod for my own back but i need my cuddles where i can get them!!!
big hugs and kisses beth x
beth xx