job?!

[mila]

I just had to post , i feel so so nervous, i applied for this job today and she just called me to come down to the pharmacy ! I feel so confused...I never had a job before and i don`t know if i can do it with the way i feel . I can`t even be sure she`ll give me the job but i think she would when she called me so soon...i don`t know if i`m gonna look like a fool there, i`ve been 6 years on uni but this seems like a test harder than other i had...i`m scared i won`t be good enough and she`ll think who`s gonna give her masters degree...[V]

[LisaD]

Hi Mila,

Oh hun, I know exactly how you feel because I have just gone through this exact thing. Just remember that it is NORMAL to feel nervous about starting a new job...doesn't mean that you will panic! Just make sure to get in a lot of realxation/pampering in the next few day, with lots of sleep. Do you have lavender and Rescue Remedy? Might be a good idea if not. I'm sure once you get through the first few days you will gain some confidence and then it'll be a good thing (gives your brain something to focus on besides the anxiety!!!). Good luck at your interview, and let us know how you're getting on!

xxxLisa

[seh1980]

Good luck Mila!! I'm sure you will be fine..

[mila]

It was good,she was very nice . She said she would really like to give me the job but she needs to check if she can,cause i`m not a qualified pharmacy technician, i`m doing a pharmacy degree,so she needs to see what the regulations are...i guess now i`m waiting lol i am nervous,i think i want to get it more than i don`t ,but than i don`t want to be disappointed if i can`t get it...or if i do,i hope i will manage ...

[nomorepanic]

Mila

Good luck to you and I am sure you will decide what is best for you.

Hope it works out.

Nicola

[Karen]

Good luck with it Mila. I hope it works out for you.


Karen



It is not easy to find happiness in ourselves, and it is not possible to find it elsewhere.

[alexis]

I hope you get it if you want it, it will do you good, let us know how you go on, new jobs are scarey, love Alexis

[mila]

thanks guys

[mila]

I got it...Starting on wednesday...I can`t believe it. As someone who has never worked it`s normal to be nervous about it even without anxiety and all the issues anxiety brings. I was gonna have my second cbt session and actually the first real one on thursday but i can`t now when i`m working and i this is the time i need it more than ever. Just hope Just hope she`s gonna see me in the evening or something , now i`ll be worrying about that too cause i can`t contact her untill monday or even tuesday cause monday is bank holiday. I`m a mess relly right now cause one moment i am so happy,excitet...and than i just think about thid thing i feel in my chest and feel so down,feel like it`s never gonna go away and it`s gonna ruin everything...
This place is wonderful and everyone here is great really .I found that some other sites did make me even worse if i would spent a lot of time there,and i`m sure that if i`d get better and go on there i would get bad again,,but this one is just really great,i just had to say that lol

[seh1980]

hi Mila,

[Wow!] well done for getting the job!!!!!

I'm sure the CBT and everything else will sort itself out in the end and that all will work out fot you. Good luck - you have every right to be excited!!

Sarah