Hi everybody.
Have been avoiding coming on the site for quite a while as I don't want to bring anybody down!
All has been going on well with my 2 nieces. They have settled in, just waiting for Sept so they can start going to college.
My daughter has been getting herself ok with her phobia.
Found out that one of my nieces has an anxiety problem and we are in the middle of sorting her out.
My son in the middle off joining the Army he seems happy to do so. So everything ok there as well!
Everything fine until I learnt that my brother went away on a hoilday abroad!
Then I got really angry down and depressed!! I'm not jealous he has gone away. Just so ****** annoyed that he hasn't got in touch with his girls..hasn't come up and dropped off the rest of their stuff....he couldn't afford it!
Spoke to his wife y'day who gladly informed me it was her youngest birthday 2day and hoped it would be a lovley day for him.....
I am so angry that he could let his daughters down but carry on with his happy family life.
Now I'm on a downer and so the panics are getting slighty worse.
I have something to look forward to though...have promised other half that I won't spend any money ( who am I trying to kid). I am going to Cardiff in 2 weeks for Witchfest with my mate for the 1st time....but...I don't want anything to spoil it...which this is.
Why does it do this? Why after all the rubbish that is chucked at you do you have a downer like this??
Sorry for going on. Am having 2nd thoughts to posting....but does it affect other people the same?? What do you do to stop it from happening?
with good wishes
Zena