I don't know about anybody else, but when I go down, I seriously start heading down wards....Silly things start to annoy me.
I have a serious anx problem today and I have been doing so well and you know what there was no help....no support from anybody around me. my mom moaned my dad moaned and my husband acted like a complete rectum!
Now I am sitting here seething, simply because I had a bad attack and no one would help, so I am getting angry. It's bad and I am finding it hard to control my emotions, I don't even want to be here...heck if I had it my way I would just run off with someone and leave it all behind. Not to sure if this is normal but it is a horrable feeling growing inside of me.
I have a son, and a lovely home but right now I could just run, run far away with someone else. WHY....why the heck do I get like this. My family is wonderful but i am so ungreatful all I can think about it having an affair to make my life more interesting and take away my fears....there must be something wrong with me. I need to fight the bad feelings!
Just needed to talk,
Janieb